I'm really getting worn out...
I'm sick of teachers who think their class is the only thing you have to dedicate every waking hour to. Forget having a job and choir and all that other stuff. That class is all that matters...
I'm sick of getting stressed out in voice lessons when I'm not a music major! Much less a vocal major. Yes I sing first soprano, but I will never sing a solo that intense...
I'm sick of running from one class to the next then grabbing a quick to go meal before running back to class and then instantly to work...
I'm sick of eating alone on my work breaks, or being the third wheel when I don't need to be. I miss HIM so bad...
I'm tired and I'm just ready to finish and begin my life, post college. I know this is a learning time for me. I know being here in this place, at this time is good for me and it needs to happen. I know God has a plan for my life and that everything I am going through is for a reason. But its just getting hard and exhausting. I will be so relieved when I walk across that stage and receive my diploma (or rather that tube representing my diploma...lol).
just pray for strength and endurance to finish this year, so I come out on the other end stronger, more knowledgeable and ready to accomplish what God has called me to do.
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